Kisah budak bijak & pendrive pinjamnya.

Pada suatu hari, budak bijak (bukan name sebenar) ni sibok menyiapkan report penting for a VERY important meeting to be held on MONDAY MORNING. Punye la banyak nak buat, dia bawak la balik rumah nak settlekan. Since pendrive dia dah penuh, dia pinjam la pendrive org lain. Sampai sekali dua pinjam (poyo giler budak bijak nih..). Since the size of the report is quite big, the file was zipped. Disbbkan penah few times hilang kerja sbb tersilap tak save dlm archive, this time budak bijak ni mengambil langkah “berhati-hati”. Awal-awal lagi dia dah extract the file and save to C drive dlm laptop dia. Ok, buat punyer buat sampai kul 2 pagi, tinggal sikit je lagi nak siap. Since budak bijak ni pun dah ngantuk, dia pikir sambung je la esok & boleh terus submit to the boss for REVIEWING (mcm biase la kan..).

Kat ofis plak, keje lain berlambak2 menyebabkan budak bijak ni kena sambung report tu after lunch. dia pun laju jer siapkan report straight from the pendrive pinjam tuh. Since start pun lambat, budak bijak tu only able to submit the work by late afternoon. Dah siap, dia pun email la pada bosses yang sepatutnya do the reviewing process. Since report tu agak complicated & amik mase nak buat, budak ni rase legaaaa yang teramat sangat bile semua dah selesai. aaaahhhh… macam ada satu beban besar yang dah terlepas dari bahu.

Dalam mase yang same, budak bijak ni remind the boss not to forget to look at the file & once dah approve pandai2 la email to secretaries for compilation process to be tabled at the meeting.
“boss, jgn lupe eh email tu.., saya dah submit tau. Those yg i colored in blue shows unsured figures & its explanation (dah klw figure tak tau, mmg la tak leh nak explain kan..doink!) and those yg I colored in red plak, I cant find the facts..u know like those certs concerning the general side.. alrite boss??” the budak bijak explained in detail with hope that the boss will understand & dun have to ask much lor...
The boss then replied, “aa aahh, ok. I know. I’ll look at it later…tgh busy sgt la ni”.
The budak bijak nodded showing understood.

Friday passed by, and the weekend. Of course la budak bijak ni syok giler balik kejer ari jumaat tu kan.. Allah je yang tau how the budak bijak needs rest so much that the budak bijak could care less about any other things. From Monday til Friday tu, dia keje mmg mcm nk mati. Sikit lagi je nak hospitalised (aku kasi dramatic sket la…).

Dah pinjam barang orang, mesti la kena pulangkan balik kan.. siap ckp lagi,
“Lin (memang nama sebenar), thx eh for ur pendrive..”
“delete je k kiter nyer folder dlm tu.. DAH TAK PAKAI DAH…”
senyum & trus chow balik rumah tanpa melihat kebelakang lagi..berbunga jer hati…huhu

Masuk hari isnin, mata budak bijak ni terbeliak..sampai mcm nak terkeluar bijik mata.. on the budak bijak’s desk, there was a printed report with a familiar handwriting using a familiar black wet inked pen. It says,
“not update”
“I thought we should show a profit figure in oct, why still loss? – to check”
“ why is the provison of bonus comm has not yet been reversed? – to check”
This is certainly not my boss's handwriting. This is GM's... shoot!
Then another thing that makes the budak bijak felt like a golf ball being stucked in the throat… - “Sept 2008”
wut the ……???????
mane gi file oct aku???
aku silap send file ker??? Ker mamat ni yang silap tgk nih…hhhmmm. Tak kan la boss tak check dulu kot..

Panick starts to rush down the blood, but budak bijak tried to compose xxxself. Budak bijak quickly checked the sent item in xxx email.
Dun tell me…………………….………...
OMG!
how could i not see this on Thursday??

stat dah interrogate diri sendiri. Habis….. sadaqallah hul ‘azim..

Since kejer tu sepatutnyer direview dulu, budak bijak ni pun gi la double confirm ngan boss dia wether boss dia ni check tak file tu. Normal la kan. Aku rase kalau aku kena pun aku buat benda yang same jugak…ahaks. Ape2 carik boss dulu.. korang tau ape boss dia jawab,
“email financial highlights? Ntah, saya tak sempat nak review pun… & tak fwd la kat sape-sape”.
Budak bijak tu rase nak baling jer selipar kat boss dia tuh. Kau boleh tak review keje tu & pls dun expect my first touch on it would be flawless.. heeyyyy, ni yang gua hangin satu bdn nih!

Ape lagi kelam kelibut rr carik the correct report kat shared folder, c drive, recycle bin, pc org tu, pendrive org ni, tak jumpe jugak.. call org IT, pun tak leh nak retrieve. Pastu tibe-tibe teringat..
entah-entah benda tu kat dlm Lin punyer pendrive lagi kot…
adusss..aku tak save kat dlm c ker rupenyer!!!
mampooss aku…meeting pagi ni..

“korang, ade nampak Lin tak? Dia kat ne ek?
“wut? Cuti??”
oh maaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!

K, rilex rilex…budak bijak gruntled underneath *** breath. Call akak secretary dulu, reconfirm meeting time coz ni dah kul brp. klw meeting pagi tak kan tak start lagi dok? hhmm.. so eventually the budak bijak picked up the phone receiver & dialed 1223....
“kak, meeting ari ni actually kul berape?
“semua cari saya? yer yer saya tau memang semua orang nak pakai slides ni.”
“oh kul 2.15? Alhamdulillah. Dun worry. Ape-ape hal I’ll update u k. Just hold on to my words. I’ll make sure I’ll get those things before lunch”.
“Thx kak”.

Ok, mase ni budak bijak dah start rr nglupur dia.. tanya org tu tanya org ni, mcm la org-org yang dia tanya tu tau kan.. name jer bijak, tapi tak de la sangat, indah nama dari orangnyer. hhmmm…. call si Lin, tapi tak angkat. Bidak bijak ni pikir nak pegi la cari Lin kat rumah dia sbb rumah sewa dia dekat je ngan ofis. Tapi sebelum tu, nasib baik la si budak bijak ni terpikir nak tanya dulu kat Nazma (juga bukan nama sebenar), kawan rapat dgn si Lin ni. Investigate punye investigate, Lin tak tidor kat rumah sewa dia semalam. Dia tido umah cousin dia. Tapi tak tau which one, either kat gombak or kat wangsa maju. Sudah! Camno ni? Budak bijak dok ligat la otak dia memikir jalan nak dapatkan balik pendrive tu.

Bile dah desperate tu kan, sape-saper pun jadi panjang akal. Mase ni start la call mak Lin la, boyfriend Lin la, sepupu Lin la, asal ada jer yang kait mengait ngan Lin, memang confirmed jadi mangsa budak bijak ni and tak ketinggalan, Nazma pun dah masuk jadi watak utama drama ni tau. Tapi semuanyer tak tau mane Lin or orang tu sendiri pun tak pick up fon jugak. Giler babeng tul.

Nak dijadikan citer, mak Lin call Nazma balik. Dia cakap Lin maybe tido kat wangsa maju umah kazen dia. malas nak tunggu lama-lama lagi, budak bijak dan ditemani oleh Nazma (yang sangat baik hati nak tolong mase ni) berlari ke kereta and drove straight to the nearest lrt station coz according to Nazma dats the fastest & safest (takut la ape-ape jadi sbb si budak bijak ni dah gabra sangat dah) way to go to the house. Berlari-lari la budak dua orang ni naik turun lrt & dah sampai kat wangsa maju tu, termengah-mengah plak naik turun tangga flat.

Sampai jer, dengan tak kenal sape-sape kat umah tu, budak-budak ni bagi la salam.
“Assalamualaikum..hhmm..err.. Wan ade umah cik?”. Jangankan korang, aku pun pelik kenapa nak cari Lin tapi sebut nama Wan. Si Nazma suh tanya nama Wan sebab Wan tu sedara Lin. Still, kalau dah Wan tu sedara Lin, makcik tu mesti la aunty Lin kan. Adeeii..susahnyer nak paham plot citer ni!
“Waalaikumussalei…Wei? Wei tak dok? Gi beli ike kak keda nu..” ler..makcik ni dari kelantan rupernyer..hmm..ok. nasib budak bijak tu paham.
“Wan tak der yer cik..hhmm..Lin ade tak? Lin ade tido sini tak cik mlm tadi? Sebenarnye kami ni dari office. Nak cari Lin sebab Lin ade simpan kejer. Penting sangat. Nak pakai hari ni”. Mase ni baru la nak tanya Lin kan.
Muke makcik tu cam blur jer bile nazma sebut nama Lin. “Lin? Sapo? Tak dok oghe namo Lin tido sini male tadi..”. Sudah! Nak tercabut jantung budak bijak tu dengar Lin tak de kat situ. Bergetar lutut…Muka dah pucat. Lagi berapa jam nak meeting ni. Nazma pun terpikir,
“kalau mcm tu boleh saya dapatkan nombor Wan tak cik?
“hehe…mokcik tok tau pulok nomor Wei beghapo..hehe..”. Rilek jer makcik tu jawab tersengih-sengih sambil tengok muke anak kecik dia kat situ.

Budak bijak & Nazma dah blur dah. Tak kan no hp anak sendiri tak tau kot? Hhmm.. maybe makcik ni tak ingat coz dia tak pakai hp kan. Tibe-tibe anak pompuan dia yang umur lebey kurang darjah 3-4 gamaknyer, keluarkan hp & cari no. abang dia. Akhirnya dapat jugak no Wan ni. At least kan…

Baru la makcik mary ni ade kesempatan nak menjemput masuk rumah & baru si budak bijak terpisat-pisat nak follow, tibe-tibe dengar suara Nazma tgh cakap kat telefon,
“A’kum Wan. Ni Nazma, kawan Lin. Wan tau tak Lin kat mane sekarang? Ade urgent matter la nak jmpe dia ni”.
“huh? Wan pun tak tau ke? ok, takper. Tapi boleh mintak tlg sket tak, Wan tolong callkan bf Lin yer, kot dia tau Lin katne…”.
“k, thx Wan. A’kum.”

Terus dua-dua tak jadi masuk dalam umah. Gelap jap jadi dunia ni. Makcik mary pun dari berdiri tunggu orang masuk, trus duduk. Dia pun blur agaknyer, aku ni kena buat air tak ni? Karang air dah jerang, cekodok dah goreng, budak-budak sakai ni tak nak masuk plak. Dah la main serang jer orang kat umah. Cari Lin. Lin mano pulok. Do oh sungguh la budok budok zame sekare nih!

Tengah-tengah otak kosong tu + tok leh nak pikir ape lagi dah, Nazma dapat call from Wan.
“yer Wan! Dia pun tak tau jugak? Adei..camne ni?
Oh, hari ni pulang jubah convo eh? Hhmm..tul gak. Sure kat shah alamnyer kan.. k, thx again Wan”.

Ape lagi Nazma angkat kaki trus nak turun tangga. Nasib la si budak bijak sedar lagi,
“oi cik kak, salam dulu…haha..ko nih!”.
“a’ah luper lak..hehe”. si Nazma reply dgn selamber blurnyer baru nak gi salam makcik mary...adei..

Ape lagi, lari turun tangga, cross jalan depan flat tuh tanpa nak pedulik sangat keter kiri kanan, beli tiket lrt, lari naik escalator, dussyyuummm masuk lam lrt. Fuh, penaaatt.. macam citer speed yg Keanu Reeves tu berlakon pun ade gak adegan nih. Ala-ala la kan.. habeh, tak kan aku nak cakap harry potter kot?? Nak buat lawak pun agak-agak rr…akenna aaii!

Dalam lrt tuh, tangan budak-budak 2 orang tak putus call si Lin & mulut plak tak putus berzikir. Peerrggh, tawakal mase ni tak hengaatttt!!!! Allah dah tentukan jalan citer ni macam ni, tengah-tengah call berjuta-juta kali tu, Lin angkat fon. Rase macam nak melompat si budak bijak ni mase tu.
“Ya Allah Lin Kok Wing! Ni kau ker? Aku cam tak percaya je siot dpt ckp ngan kau nih! Huhu.. Dah naik berkulat kematu jari aku ni menelepon ha! Asal ko silent fon kau tuh??”
“Lin ko kat ne skrg?
“Damansara??” Ape jadahnyer ko bley ade kat Damansara?”
“K, aper-aper la Lin. Mcm ni, pendrive yang aku pinjam kat kau last week, ade kat ko tak skrg?” “Aku boleh tersilap send file la kat boss. File yang betul tu aku terlupe plak nak save kat pc aku..iisssyy..tolong Lin”.
“ye aku tau aku memang sengal. Ko simpan je kutukan-kutukan tu nanti eh.. kiter settle yang ni dlu”.
“hah???? Ko dah delete? Kat cc?”
“oh, ok. Nak retrieve balik? Thx Lin. Jumpe ko trus kat ofis eh”.
“A’kum”.

Budak bijak pandang Nazma, Nazma pandang budak bijak. Dua- dua senyum & baru la rase boleh bernafas balik.. lega skit. At least dah nampak la cahaya pulang ke ofis tu kan..

Sampai ofis, kejap lps tu Lin sampai. Once Lin angkat jer PENDRIVE HIKMAT tu, mata budak bijak tibe-tibe cam ade effect bersinar-sinar dek pancaran keramat kuasa pedang sailormoon bergabung dengan kuasa kesatria baja itam bile pendrive gaban tuh kelihatan! Dahsyat tul citer ni (korang yang bacer rase cam teruja kan, ni lagi aku yang tulis..peerrgghh, terharu babe!! macam nak menitik air mata tau!) Sempat mambu-mambu si lin sekejap sebab silent kan fon dia tu, ckp thx lebey kurang, lari naik lift kat building ofis tu, duk kat kusi, cocok pendrive, panggil Mr G (hhmm..nama pangkal tu nama sebenar la) to do brief checking, amend figures sane sini sket, pap email trus kat GM, cc to other bosses, blind copied to kuli-kuli lain.

Aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh….. siap!

Soalan:
Apakah warna, jenama & kapasiti pendrive tersebut?

Lengapkan slogan kata ini:
Sumpah saya akan check sent item saya setiap kali menyubmit kerja kerana……… (tidak lebih dari 1 patah perkataan).

Hadiah pertama, kedua & ketiga (semua same sebab hadiah memang ade 1 jer):
Pendrive hikmat (warna, jenama & kapasiti same dengan barang kes..)

Dude, enuff lar. Its about time to change...

Thanks to the news malam ni menyebabkan aku yang agak tengah kering idea nak tulis ape sekarang, makes me wanna write something. Really tak tahan ok!

Its about ANOTHER bloody pathetic anomaly dat happens to a certain degree of people. Absurd!!

Who are u saiful? What do u want in life? What are your priorities? How do u interpret IMAN & ISLAM in your very own perspective?

All u have to do is gi la abis belajar dulu. Kater gi jumpe menteri psl nak apply scholarship. Skrg buat ape? Cari publicity naik turun court, asserting someone’s indecency, “swearing”, buat statement kat PC and everything??? Gossh! what a hassle that u are involving yourself with, which in the end u are the one to be shamed of! And please tak payah nak mention name university yang kau sendiri pun tak habis blajar, buat malu universiti kitaorg jer. MPP?? Pperrgghh! hoi, I got MPP frens & ive never seen any junior MPP like u.. certainly not qualified at all. Manifesto ape ko nak ckp? So not braniac! Tak de charisma langsung! Please, wise people wont easily be bought with your words ok. And aku pun tak tau la bile mase hamlau mcm kau ni sempat plak sekolah kat sekolah menengah aku..adoi! btw, I wonder what did u actually score for your spm rr?? Hahaha.. Lu betul betul ting tong la mat!

Wrongdoings are normal. But there’s always a turning point after u realized the harm dat u did. C’mmon, we are adult enuff to gauge between rights & wrongs. So far what u have achieved is basically nothing but people’s lost of respect. And wait, u think u are “that” cute to sell off your face? Im really sorry but u don’t. Berlambak lagi orang kat luar tu who has outstanding looks but their dignity comes first. U instead became our laughing stock.

Kno wut, it would really make my day IF u were to bump into this blog, read this entry and leave a comment on it. I want to see your answer & what actually u are fighting for. I want to know how do u use one of the greatest anatomies that Allah rewards us with – BRAIN. I also damn curious about the wavelength of how u think?? Hhmmm? Something that is “ponderless” kot…adei! Seriously, I pity u. U really have to educate yourself. Education (cultivated with Iman) that makes a moslem outstanding than others.

Since I HAVE to consider u as a moslem brother, u should know better that money isn’t everything. Tok leh bawak masuk kubur pun bang. Dosa memfitnah tu lebih hebat balasannya dari dosa membunuh orang. In the real world, the consequences of accusing another human being baselessly would cost the community to depart & fall.

Tolong la takut dengan balasan Allah wahai saudara. Kalau Allah tak balas cash, He would creditly repay us in the hereafter. So conclusion, dua-dua pun mengerikan. Don’t u think so?

“Dunia mempunyai daya penarik yang kuat kerana Allah SWT telah menjadikannya berkeadaan demikian untuk menguji manusia siapakah yang dapat menguasai hawa nafsunya dan dapat menjalani kehidupan di dunia menurut jalan yang diredhai Allah. Oleh itu Rasulullah SAW menuntut kita supaya memelihara dan mengawal diri daripada diruntun oleh kemanisan dan keindahan dunia dengan menambahkan keimanan dan ketaqwaan kepada Allah sambil mengingati bahawa segala yang ada di dunia hanyalah sementara sahaja berbanding dengan segala nikmat di akhirat yang kekal abadi.”

Wallahua’lam.

An awesome piece of Cudamani - Taruna Gandrung!

Gamelan originated from Buleleng, Bali.
Angker deh!!

me & my music obsessions

This is me writing about music versatility in my room with all lights turned off and the only illumination that helps is the light coming from my laptop screen; while listening to a song sang by one of the infamous indo bands.

When I listen to any sounds of music (which I like of course..duh!), I would feel that as if someone has brought me entering into another world. Seolah-olah dibuai dgn jiwa yang dibawa dalam lagu itu. Im into genres like – contemporary music (soul r&b, pop, ballads, jazz, soft rock) & of course TRADITIONAL music. And when i say traditional, i meant a very traditional one. uuuhh..aarrrr...hiiihiiihiihii...aaahhhh.. (cam sial jer aku type bunyi hantu nih...). Though some of my frens do find that my passion on traditional songs is kinda weird, but slowly they absorbed the idea of me liking this music so much. The most common statement that they would shout at me "kau biar betul ja, minat lagu-lagu mcm tu???...eerrggh...". And i would reply with a long smile.. "beetuuuul...ngeh..ngeh..ngeh...”.

I used to be someone who only listens to English song as I was influeced by my siblings which practically being brought up listening only to English songs. We did listen to malay’s but there were limited choice of songs. Until when I was in my varsity years, I got to know the Gamelan music. Something interesting so I thought. At that point of time I still had limited malay song choices. Bile kawan dengar lagu-lagu melayu nih, aku pun dengar. Kawan suke, aku pun suke jugak. Main ikut-ikut… bile ingat-ingat balik, kelakar ek..? hehe. And now, when im working in a company that has 99% of malay ethnicity, my spectrum of songs have widen reflectively. In fact, my current fave DJs are the “hangat” fm morning crew u know…haaa!! ;p.

Its true that malaysia's heritage, music and dances vary widely and are all influenced by one or more of malaysia's cultural components. Much of Malaysian music and dance has evolved over a period of time. Nevertheless, I am boldly admitting that I listen more of indo music rather than ours. No offence but hey, their melodies & lyrics are literally better, aren’t they..? Maybe its also because their passion in musical is pure and not for money/being glamour (some of them may go for that material la..which not me to deny at all). When u have something genuine that coming straight from your heart, it can be seen through your production. Partly why me being bias with their musical talents, simply because deep down in me, i am truly fascinated with Indonesian acculturations, needless-to-say rich of historical cultures, lavish and beautiful languages, thousands of ethnicities; of what I found them as an extraordinaire, phenomenal, colorful & unparalleled (some call it as bizarre) demeanors of its people.... ;D

Anyhoo, this is not what im trying to emphasize here. Not my main agenda...huhu. Lets go back to how i first got myself involved with the gamelan thingy.

Basically, traditional malay music is centered on the gamelan. The gamelan used to provide the music for the palace/formal occasions. Its a combination of unique and also darn expensive + heavy gamelan sets (we were strictly warned to be extra careful in handling those instruments especially when we have to bring them ourselves for far-distance performances). Dengan gemersik dan paluan yang dihasilkan tarian kayu pemukul Bonang Baron, quite-complicated-to-play Bonang Penerus, Sarong Baron, Sarong Pekin, the xylophone-like Gambang, the huge Kenong, Gong, Kempul and of course the leader among all – Gendang, the combined resonances are very much irresistible. The overall sound is unusual, very beautiful and ironically has a kind of "hypnotic" effect.

Between the “vintage” Javanese gamelan songs and me, there is some sort like a connection. A soft spot I must say. Every time I listened to the soothing rhythm, it seems that the piece of music is so brilliant, ubiquitious, euphoric and exclusive as well. I just love it so much that its hard for me to pick a word which describe this music best.

Even though we have 2 more years to reach 2010 so to speak, end-user like me still hardly find gamelan cds at our music stores. Kalau ade pun, harga must be RM60 and above, which I would consider not worth buying. I did google on free mp3 downloads for Javanese/Balinese/"Malaynese" (hihi..) gamelan songs but it would end up with empty results - as in the song is undownloadable before u pay). Perhaps anyone who might knowing any reliable infos related to gamelan songs, or maybe having the same interests, kindly revert to me if u don’t mind sharing.. ;)

kena practice tgh panas pun happy je kan.. pelik! haha..

playing for a merdeka event...

a show we did in Penang... kaki aku dah kebas giler mase nih..

uuiishh..khusyuk giler the gamelanians practising for FSU nite

here comes the real event....huhu

our senior' s batch graduation ceremony

p/s: calling for mek nija, ayu, k.iza, liza, pardip, azeem, ziman..... jom main lagi wei! kali ni kat istana budaya plak!

< Laskar Pelangi by Andrea Hirata >

I am so head over heels for this movie + its soundtrack (nidji had grabbed the honor to show off their music talents for this movie & yes... they did the hell rite thing!). i dun want to miss out putting the video clip at the bottom of this blog...hehe. Gosh, what a genius to have thought that everything would blend perfectly with the wittiest combinations ever. Citer mcm la penah tgk. kan… but nvr mind, let this preview tells ya!

“Laskar Pelangi, a best-selling Indonesian novel written by Andrea Hirata in 2005 now has been adapted to movie with the same title "Laskar Pelangi". Laskar Pelangi based on the writer's own experiences, about an inspiring teacher and her 10 students in the poverty-stricken Kampung Gantong in Belitong. They study in a poor Elementary school-SD Muhammadiyah-, which only have ten students, they are Laskar Pelangi. Each of them, has a special characteristic. For example, Lintang who is the smartest. He is really addicted with education. He likes to explore new things. Even, he must takes eighty kilometres vice versa a day to reach the school. Another figure is Mahar who has a talent in art. He has a beautiful imagination to create something. And also, the main figure of this Tetralogy, Ikal. The poor condition of their school building does not dampen their high spirits and hopes for a better future.Laskar Pelangi not also kind of literature buku, but also scientific reference. Even, this novel has been a reference to compose recommendation of education policy in Indonesia.”

* additional notes:

It took 40 days of filming on Belitong Island, Bangka-Belitung province, involving 12 local actors, and reportedly cost Rp 8 Billion. Andrea entrusted the filming of the story to respected figures in the film industry, Mira Lesmana and Riri Reza, as producer and film director, respectively.

bile nak sampai m’sia nih??!!! Tak sabar nyer!!! Huhu.. ;(

doc......kasi mc 10 hari can rr???

It’s already half past one. A.M.! I cudnt sleep. So I thought I shud write sumthing, mane tau untung-untung tertido ke mase tgh type ni kan…huhu. Dah la kuku ni tgh panjang, susah giler nak type. Sket sket salah, pastu backspace, pastu salah lagi, pastu retype lagi... iisssyy…irritated nyer… k, lupekan hal kuku ku..

Lately, I can say my health is deteriorating. Im not trying to be proud of my health or anything but I was a person who would not easily fall sick. However rite now, my coughing is going wild. Sampai dah tahap malas nak tutup mulut bile batuk. air liur nak bersepah, bersepah la. aku dah tak larat. Kalau berjangkit kat orang lain, kira halal je la yer… Dah la ade extra pressure on the stomache everytime coughing. Bkn setakat muscle kat pinggang jer sakit, belakang pun terasa. Dah tak tahan sgt batuk tak nak berenti, I took copastin coz I want to avoid feeling sleepy after taking the coughing med. Furthermore I just hate liquid-form meds. Masalahnyer, dah habis pun pills tu, batuk makin teruk pulak. Haaiii…so yesterday I bought ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak. Yuck…tak sedap! Dgn harapan hilang la gatal yg menggiler kat kerongkongku ini. Pun tak hilang jugak, makin kuat batuk jadiknyer. Beli pulak hacks hitam & cough-relief strepsil kaler purple…peh! Pedas! Dah la kedai tu tak jual packet kecik. Kena la beli packet besar. Dugaan…… Nak gi ofis plak, aku akan bawak bekal madu perah dengan lemon + air teh o. Pun tak nak hilang. Malam bonda aku suruh letak kapur campur lemon sapu kat area leher. Hhmm..result same gak. Last resort, gi clinic. Dpt la mucoprom syrup, charcoal pill & cetirizine. Aku bley pulak luper nak mintak difflam. Mase tu dah penat kot..hhmm..wutevr. Rase mcm nak beli penggarok bdn tu, garu kat kerongkong ni. Teramatlah gatalnyer macam ade cacing kerawit tengah syok buat break dance dalam throat aku nih.. Tonsil tak payah citer, enlarging from its normal size & perit mcm ada luka. Aku kalau part kena tonsil ni mmg la tension habeh. coz I will force my throat to swallow any foods coz when I do that, the soreness will somehow being unfelt. Tu yang badan pun boleh naik. Org lain demam/sakit jadi kurus, aku terbalik plak…kureng tul..

Being added to my misery, last week I had a bad dizziness sensation, hallunisation, mual, muntah & yang sewaktu dengannya. That was the second time I had similar symptoms within a period of 2 months plus. Mase first time kena mcm ni, I thot my blood pressure was low. But when the doc had me checked, both of my blood pressure & pulse were good. Then I knew that im having Vertigo. Ive heard this term before, but no idea what the hell it was & too lazy to ask anyway. Bile diri sendiri kena, baru la mcm oooooohhh ini ker rasenyer ade vertigo. Iissyy..tak best sungguh. Hari yang kena ni, I vomitted like a pathetic bulimic/aneroxic people. Infact I lost count of how many times I threw up. Seksa wei! Tengah-tengah muntah tu, aku terfikir - ape la ke bangang bebenor budak-budak yang skinny-obsessed nih sibuk muntahkn makanan balik. Satu, tak ke haru kalau asyik nak uwek uwek jer…. Dua, buat habis duit ko beli makanan..baik bagi orang miskin. Tiga, kalau dah tak nak makan tu, puasa je la. dah dapat 2 pahala kat situ…

Kat ofis plak , busy x hengat… aku nak pikir pasal month-end closing la, brcp testing la, attending meetings with new vendors for accounting systems purchase la, monthly reports la, pastu kena cover plak keje orang lain…haaiii…feels like “seperti lenyek ditimpa bulldozer”.

Aku rase semua ni jadi pun pasal salah sendiri jugak. Taking good health for granted. Masuk hari ni, dah 3 orang kate aku jadi macam ni pasal not having enuff sleep – doctor, boss & bonda. Which what they were saying was true. Macam sekarang ni ha, tengah buat aper ni??? Ha????

Dalam minggu ni jugak, si Ima buat lawak yang tak kelakar langsung.... kau ingat cute sangat la buat muke innocent depan mak itam kau mcm tuh..?? jap..jap..aku nak bayangkan muke kau..a’ah la, cute cute...

Sebaik sahaja punat mungil PDA ku yang dicipta oleh sebuah syarikat berasal dari korea selatan di mana kini ia telah berjaya menawani pasaran asia tenggara di dalam bidang telekomukasi; ditekan setelah menjawab panggilan kecemasanmu itu, ku terasa seperti ada satu kuasa yang tidak lain tidak bukan, tetapi sengaja untuk menguji kegeniusan aku yang sememangnya tidak dapat disangkal lagi kesahihan & ketulenannya. Perasaan ku terasa makin tercabar. Hatiku bagai disiat-siat. Degupan jantungku semakin berdegup laju. Secara ironi, aku dapat merasakan sekiranya ketidaksungguhanku dalam mencetuskan penyelesaian hakiki lagi suci, serba sedikit tidak dapat memberi ruang kepadamu untuk menyahkan perasaan dalaman yang semakin hari semakin kuat diruntun ragu. Sementelah itu, tekad ku terus utuh walaupun hanya sekadar menyumbang cebisan idea yang terlalu dhaif ini tentang informasi/tip yang mungkin dapat memainkan peranan penting dalam usaha untuk menjana propaganda halusmu daripada menjadi kabur seolah-olah fatamorgana dipadang pasir dek kerana KAU TAK NAK MENGAKU KAU YANG BAWAK BALIK VOUCHERS TESCO TUH!!!! & dun tell me u have not return it yet..?

I think im done for tonite as I dun even know what im writing about anymore…

new layout baby!

Holla!

Sorry baru dapat nak display blog nih... bukan aper, contractor indon tu slow sangat wat kejer renovation... padahal payment dah bayar full kat tauke dia. ape ntah name company ni..eermm..jap..alamak time2 ni plak memori aku buat hal..isshhh...ape ek...aaaa!!! dah.. dah ingat dah..name contruction company tuh - streamyx!! next time, tobat aku tak nak buat business dengan diaorg ni lagi. blacklisted!

well, ni dah siap, ape lagi, BE MY GUESTS.. ;D

OBAMA WON!!!

"America can change. Yes we can! This victory is for you. America, we have came so far. Yet we still have a long journey ahead that lies with great challenges. With the financial crisis that we are facing now. I know the government cant meet everything but I WILL LISTEN TO YOU. I WILL LISTEN TO YOU ESPECIALLY WHEN WE ARE IN DISAGREE".

he quoted as saying this in his victory speech right after he was officially announced as the President-elect of america. fuhhh, goosebump dengar dia cakap the whole speech tuh. emotional & spritized giler... hope once he's in charged of the white house in Jan'09, time to walk the talks.

18SGPLSX - Restricted to female readers only!

To GUYS, u may not want to read this + I dun need your comment please. Its between girls & im dead serious.


What’s up with the profile-non-stop-viewing, adding, commenting, messaging and as if those things aren’t enuff yet, updating pixies on purpose with 1 objective - trying to make me mad or jealous..??! excusez-moi?? U really think I care? Im very much beyond that OK! Grow up woman! Im sorry but u actually got the wrong person. I don’t give a damn about u or anything that relates to u and please do the same with me. Have u ever heard of a word respect before? Does word privacy ever exist in your dictionary??

U really thought that I have all the time in this world to think about your stuff when I have loads of reportings piling up on my desk, zillions of other major things & problems in my head??? Huh???? Don’t u have anything more serious to do than what u are doing now? Gosh! This is ridiculous. And u expected me to reply? Are u kidding me? I dun even know u! Are u out of your freaking mind? My God, what is wrong with people nowadays lar??? aiiyyoo!!

Why must u try so hard pretending to befriend with the person when u knew it would be the hardest thing to do? Common, stop bullshitting everybody else and importantly yourself for the reason that it certainly brings zero benefit to u.

Are u some kind of intimidated of me or what? What would u get in return if u are so ga-ga over your partner's ex? Would that makes your partner loves u more? And u think u have the advantage before him as u knew every single detail (from up to toe) about his exes?

Lemme tell u something la ok, all of these psychopath behaviours simply show how unsecured & immatured u are! So stop touching and holding on at your partner’s past!

I certainly perplexed with the state of mind of people who are actually busying themselves getting updates of their boyfriend’s exes. Fine if you know where to stop your walking at, but interfering that someone’s life is what people call as an act of a STOOOPID ASSHOLE.

My conclusion of all these are none other than time wasting, non-accomplished motive, soiled intention, exposing self-stupidity and pretty much a nuisance.