930am --> Vitagen --> Zombie --> Constipate --> House

Yup. 9.30 was the time I clocked in today. I was 1 hour late to work. The moment I opened my eyes I heard mom was knocking on my door & asked me “tak keje ke hari ni?”. And I was like “ya Allah…keje! Im late!”. Sms my boss jap telling her that I’ll be late coz tak sedar langsung and apologized for that.

Masuk ofis, check with Yanti ade orang carik tak – takde – GOOD! Check any urgent emails, sempat bukak yang work related ones jer. Baru nak bukak email yang noti-noti & kinky-kinky, banyak plak benda-benda lain mengacau. They all ni tau-tau je bile aku ade kat tempat tau. Nyampahss…….

Yup. Today, vitagen made me looked like a salesgurl. Iras-iras awek promoter kat Tesco pon ade gak. Citernyer, last Friday as I was on the phone with k.azwa asking her to clarify certain things (a very petty one but u kno la how small things cud make an inexperienced accountant’s life go haywire...buhsan!), the topic turned to Vitagen. WHY? HOW? SO? I kno. Sangat tiba-tiba kan… lek la, nak citer rr ni. K.azwa dapat beli vitagen murah – 15 bottles for RM10. Knowing that, mesti la aku nak order gak. Dah alang-alang aku order, aku pun war-warkan citer ni to my department. So I collected the order & today is its delivery. Dari proses mengangkut, ke proses menge’sort’ sape punyer, ke masuk dlm plastic, ke proses menjual extra bottles yang akak tu dah bawak, ke bawak naik trolley to my dept level, ke masukkan dalam fridge.

Even though it sounds ‘biar betik! baiknyer ko nak tolong buat semua ni…leceh jer, dah la keje tengah banyak tuh”, but that was when Allah taala gave me something in return. Kepala aku sket je lagi nak terhantuk dengan palang besi mase tengah jalan ke loading bay tu, Alhamdulillah sebagai asbab, aku sempat mengelak. Yanti was more than willing to help me from unloading to delivering the drinks (padahal dia tak order langsung tapi siap enjoy hepi hepi lagi..eheh). Kakak yang jual tu plak teramat la sportingnyer (K.Ila nama dia) and those who had no idea WTH all these vitagens were doing there, non-stop asking & pushing us to sell to them (ni kakak tu la yang best kan..aku tukang tolong je la..).

Hhmmmm….mungkin setengah orang yang baca ni mungkin akan fikir – “tak de kena mengena pun!”. Its ok. But this was what I realized. My mom always taught me to relate between things that had happened/aftermath with what may cause it to happen. It’s a reciprocating concept. The simple idiom is better known as a blessing in disguise. Believing it, teaches me to be more relax & somehow more grateful.

Yup. Bile aku tengok kat cermin petang tadi, peergghh! Muke giler tak siap…belum sempat aku nak tanya k.yati, dia dah sound dah – “Weh! Betul la….muke awak hari ni sebijik macam ZOMBIE!”. Including her, that was like 4th to 5th time I was being ‘zombiazed’ by people at the office man! Eerrrgghh…..i just cudn’t care less.. ;p

Yup. I hate this but to admit that im sooo having such a critical constipation (for couple of weeks already). Please dun ask me to eat banana or betik or whatsoever dat cud make my bowel movement easier. Tried everything but none worked for me. Julap je tak try lagi. Nak carik kat mane ek? Seng sei ke pharmacy ke kedai pak mat tepi simpang 3 tu yang ade jual? Ooooooooohhhhhhhhh………

Yeah baby! Watching a one hell of an arrogant-misanthropic medical genius-effortlessly handsome-egoistic-bad mouthed-naughty-matured-teaser-deep thinker-hard ass- professional doctor is definitely made my day. Today’s episode was one of the best so far in season 5. Two thumbs up for both – the disease diagnosis as well as the side story.

Like this line so much: -
House: C’mmon! U need to give me a phone call. Im a doctor. When sumone is calling u up to 3 times, it shows somebody is dying. So which one u think is more important?? (faking it!)
Police: huh! isn’t there any better doctor to do that for u…? (sounded cynically)
House: u’ll be surprise to know it!!

Hahhahaha!!!! My all time fave la… cudnt live without it. Im House-addicted! ;D

lets 'earth hour' @ 8.30pm tomorrow!

hari hari makan julap

jom sama-sama gelap! ;)

lara letih... amani penat... hajar???

Lately ni memang rase letih sangat. Workflow macam ombak, tak habis habis. Nak tak nak kena slalu balek lambat. But the thing which made me realized that working late is acceptable, not cool but kinda okay (tolong jangan kaitkan aku dengan workaholic...a BIG NO!), was dat, mase dok tengah layan wat keje ade salah satu malam tu, aku rase tenang sangat. Rilex je buat keje. Kepala tak serabot. The phone was quiet. The only sounds filled the air was sounds that coming from maliq & da’essentials cd. I didn't kno exactly why but I felt so calm… so contented. Pace keje jadi smooth jer. Obviously la kot coz time ni tak de ‘side disturbance’… huhu..

Hhmmm….bile nak balik, aku akan bawak selaju mungkin. Satu, sebab traffic-free. Dua, sebab aku ni tak suke drive, so bile bawak laju, cepat sket sampai umah. Tiga, drive slow ngantok la….

Once i got home, terase kudrat macam habis diperah. Penat betul. Mase ni la aku teringat kisah puteri kesayangan Rasulullah saw, Saiyidatina Fatimah. She was asking her dear father was there anything she could do as she was all alone in carrying out the over-flowed house chores that she has no strength left. The daily job seems to drain all her sweats. Upon listening to Fatimah’s despair, Rasulullah saw taught her to put into practise (istiqamah) of a great zikrullah – 33x Subhanallah, 33x Alhamdulillah & 34x Allahuakbar. Perform it faithfully, by God’s will, all your burden will be at ease.

Believe me, it works like miracle ;)

bahagianyer kat ofis sekarang

hehe...now i have a very clear objective of going to the office every day!! ;D

berdebar-debar nak tunggu sampai kul 12.30 tu. aissyy.... gerak mesti pantas! nak kena cop meja depan tv! nak beli lunch lagi. jadi tak boleh nak lenggang kangkung lagi. kalau tak camne nak maju??!? hehe... sekarang aku tengah follow citer kat tv2 (ye la pantry ofis mane ade astro!! tv gomen je la bole nak layan pun..). tajuk citer "THE TWO OF US". citer malaysia + filipin, about 2 people being in love which surrounded with millions of conflicts. and cam biase kena halang ngan family la, anak orang kaya nak kat orang miskin, lari dari rumah & banyak la adegan-adegan hindustan dia tu. stock yang tembak 10x tapi tak mati tu. sebelah tangan siap tengah pelok gurlpren lagi. hero yang tembak la katakan. aku tak heran benda-benda tu semua. yang aku terover excited nak follow sebab hero dia! si 'pangako sayo kobes' tu belakon. ehemmmmmm...............teruja la i. ahaks...

suke! suke! suke!

sunburst '09

kejadian malam semalam...
ku terima sms...
ku jadi sedih...stress...terkilan...

A : bla bla bla, i kat concert sunburst 09. td nidji. maliq n essntl pun ada.
H : seriously?? jealous!!!! bla bla bla bla ... ces..
A : serius. best. tmpt besar. selesa. layan.. bla bla bla.
H: hmmphh..x suke! x suke! x suke! ;( best x maliq td? uwwaaaa!!!!
A : pergh. budak prmpuan kat sblh siap ternganga mulut la.
H : eeii..skait ati jgk la dgr...record x? mesti x kan... ;(
A : tak..
H : bla bla bla... sape nyanyi skrg?
A : nerd. pasni korn.
H: uih..! k la. x nak citer lg. jd stress. nak type pon x mampu dah.. ;(
(yang seterusnya tak payah la nak citer kat sini eh....cukup untuk yang berkaitan dengan topic sahaja yer...harap maklum)

aku terkesima...
aku stress lagi...
sambil batinku menjerit - NAK TENGOK MALIQQQQQQQQQQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
diikuti dengan zahirku yang menangis sakit hati...isk isk isk isk isk.......
;(

Here comes the NEW lara amani...!!

pheewwww!

after several attempts of choosing the rite layout, finally i've picked up this one. just couldnt resist all the spiral/abstract features lar...

if anyone of u had your sight on this blog around 8pm, u surely saw a different kind of layout. aku actually minat yang tu coz it has unique looks, design pun cun & of course free. but when it comes to the editing part, mak datok.....sakit kepala dibuatnya. it was designed for wordpress blog. tapi agak pelik jugak asal script wordpress tak sesimple blogspot layout? hhmmm... last-last, sebab tak kuasa dah nak layan, i opted for this one.

abis citer... ;D

opppss, luper the most important part. a zillion thanx to all respondees! unanimous answer tuh... adei. rupe-rupenye korang menyampah eh...hahaha... ok gak aku buat poll kan.. nak buat lagi rr..huhu..

Please Vote for Should I or Shouldn't I ?

Im actually getting a bit frustrated with this blog layout as pictures posted here seems to be a bit indistinct, unclear and definitely uncool. i have to admit sometimes there were due to the picture quality itself, but the main reason why it happens is because of the 'orange spiral' features. how i wish it supposed to be the main attraction for this blog. instead it became bothering objects shadowing in each & every posted pictures or videos which i understand a very eye-disturbing.

can u as my readers give a poll here :
- SHOULD I CHANGE THE LAYOUT ; or
- SHOULD I JUST REMAIN AS WHAT IT IS

thanx in advance...

happy polling everyone...

Liverpool won in all season's most anticipated match

wut a shame! being a loser at your own home is a serious criminal i must say. hahaha.... tu la. lain kali jangan berlagak sangat. ni poyo tak hengat. tengok style liverpoolians, chill jer. relax...tapi sekali blasah 4 gol trus. well 4 goals are good enuff for now....should reserve the rests for EPL final though ;)

ade ke budak-budak ofis yang kemaruk team eksen ni, bukan setakat kutok-kutok liverpool dalam email, siap edit-edit gamba ape bagai la (...style orang dengki memang cenggitu...aku paham sangat) & yang paling aku hangin skali siap bagi borang transfer club..! ca ya nun alip beng tul! hai....memang la orang berdosa ni Allah balas cash jer... huhu. apa-apa pun tenang aja ya pak... lets see how these clips would affect your emotions.. tak yah la buat mulot ternganga cam tu.. nak borang transfer club ker?

to MU fans, "BERSEDIA ATAU TIDAK, KAMI BOLOS SAJA GOL ITU!"

Torres put an equaliser for the reds


Gerrard puts the penalty away


Aurelio free kick and Vidic sending off


Dossena scores the 4th


im sleeping with a big grin man!

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bercakap ni meletihkan sebenarnyer...walaupun untuk orang yang banyak mulot cam aku nih.

hari ni agak meletihkan coz today is the account submissions dateline. dengan tak habis-habis nak menallykan seringget tujoh ploh semilan sen tuh jer, ditambah plak dengan nak xplain tu ni, eeiii habeh jugak la buih aku bercakap. mulot aku ni kalau tak dicontrol oleh mind aku, dia awal-awal dah sound tak larat nak produce saliva enzyme lagi. jaw aku ni dah cramp tau tak!

tau. tapi terpaksa cakap. kang tak cakap, cemane nak discuss. nak pakai sign language tak pandai plak.

sekarang ni, malam je ade syndrome baru, iaitu:
- dalam bahasa greek sempadan lithuania barat, dipanggil "cronically & insanely bored".
- dalam bahasa sanskrit dewa kepala hotak sakti, disebut sebagai "sangap berpuaka".
- dalam bahasan ibunda kita pula, dikenali sebagai "buhsan tahap iguana hijau".

eessyyy.... dah la mata susah nak dipejam. adei... pokemon tul. macam mane fon ku berbunyi pon, lepas letak tu, jadi boring balik.

akenna.... aku memang boring je dengan perasaan boring aku ni. nak je aku boring dia sekali. baru dia tau...sape boring sape tak! ha..! boring aku ni kalau dia boring lagi, siap. aku kalau dah boring sekali, memang boring trus. boring ati je layan. kalau tak layan, lagi boring. kalau tak boring, lagi layan.

errr....aku dah sampai mane ni??

hari-hari gumbira & seronot

28th Feb – 1st Mar was my weekend away from KL. It was actually a hikerz gathering which my officemate was the one who responsible in bringing me in...huhu. i was nearly cancelled the plan of joining them, but rethinking of it, why not? Getting away from KL’s hecticness, relaxing myself from the work stresses, expanding my networking and few other reasons which made me feels “aahhhh! Pegi je la......"

Soon as we (k.yati, k.yaya & i were car-pooled) reached Zaini Guest House (ZGH) @ Janda Baik, i was amazed with the breathtaking panorama. The place is soooo nice. There was a cool flowing river in ZGH’s district. So u won’t see publics swimming/lepaking/picnicking along the river which makes it among the cleanest river I’ve ever seen...hehe.

Another thing that makes us ternganga @ terpelik @ termimpi-mimpi @ terngiang-ngiang di mata was a freaking BIG macho rooster full of pride with its forwarded chest, walking steadily in front us (that we were nearly said “ampun tuanku” tau tak!) and coo-coo-ing as if he wants to tell us that this is his place and no one could ever buat kacau kat sini! I know this sounds ridicuous & bangang giler but seriously our eyes were entirely glued on the rooster’s machoness. Peerrggh! Ayam paling hensem penah aku jumpe!


Soon as everybody were there, the games started. It was FUN! Full with laughter, team work (even though some of us just met each other), giler-giler, lawak bodo, cute funny faces and the most important thing is everybody’s participation. Kids were having so much fun along with the adults. (from left): shaz, kamal & abg zaini (towkey lor..)

At nite we had bbqs! Kambing dia sedap yang amat ok! Among the delicacies were ikan bakar (which were just caught after the game...memang la fresh giler kan..yummy!), chicken wings, meats, tapioca, mee hoon, bubur jagung, fruits & ape ntah lagi. Sesungguhnya sangap habeh lepas muntah kedarah tu...adei!

kok rakus sekali! makanan trus nggak dapat dilihat lagi nih...

Besides the makan-makan, Abg Zaini & the band entertained us by performing live! Mase mule-mule dia ajak join on the stage, everybody was malu-malu poyo. Menyampah kan........ but one by one showed their singing skills. By 1am, many of us got tired & went back to their house/hut/tent/open-air-dorm. Except for those yang kemarok mic @ lepas gian @ mic-addict, plus with the never-stopped-cheering-fans (termasuk aku la sbb takot nak masuk tent sorang-sorang, so no choice join je la...hehe) still got ourselves hang in there. Band yang jamming pun tak hengat dunia playing their musics, until K.suria (abg Zaini’s wife) asked them to end it...haha!

But before he put a full stop that nite, they played a famous song by Santana (Mexican version). Mase ni everbody were enthusiastic teramat. Haram tak paham & of course tak hapal pon, tapi excited dia lebey dari yang main music. Hoho! Sibuk ngekot tang chorus dia...tu pon “ya dei ya dei”. adei! Sedar je poyo tapi biar lar....! Soon we finished that song, sape ntah sound “woo! Kater nak stop, ni suda bikin panas ni!”. So we actually requested for a final one... tau lagu aper diaorang bagi?? GEYLANG SI PAKU GELANG! Ado!

(tak leh nak upload video la..asyik fail jer..huh)

After the music wrap, we headed back to our sleeping places. Tibe-tibe we all TERborak plak.. pastu ade yang TERbuat air milo plak. Hhmmpph..makin panjang la topicnyer. Tergelak, terguling, terlalak, semua ade. Up to da extend dat a history-maniac duk bercerita pasal hikayat hindu Ramayana. Damn! You are sooo ramayanian la abg combat! Dont be mad with me pleashh... Kuasa Sakti Kepala Sinta!!!!

Next morning, after breakfast, juga dengan TAK SENGAJA, there were 7 of us + 4 guides (suku sakat abg Zaini gak) went to kaki gunung Nuang for waterfalls! Yeay! We spent like 45 minutes wetting ourselves there, then backed down again. Didnt wanna be late as we got to check out at least by 3pm.

As we started to go down, we heard a loud BANG! I thot someone had hit his/her hunting animal so aku buat dek je la. And i was actually forgot that 1 of the guides had armed himself a rifle (senapang patah). We proceed our journey and Alhamdulillah managed to reach the rest house by 2 sumthing (kalau tak silap).

Hehe...here comes the major part of this whole entry. Guess wut actually happened when sumone triggered the loud sound?? We were almost attacked by a famous carnivore...T.I.G.E.R. Hhmmm...im not joking. Apparently, that thing was stalking us by very near. The person who holds the rifle (we all pangge dia Dat) was the most front as he needed to check our path safety & suddenly he heard sumthing walking which sounds like daun-daun bergeseran. That was when he thot “kalau benda ni belakang aku, and track ni plak berbatu, budak-budak ni sure tak sempatnyer” and without waiting another sec, he pulled the trigger. Abg combat too kinda realized that sumthing not right is about to happen. He actually smelt sumthing nasty. Tiger does smelt ‘hanyir’. In fact worst than a goat. Another guy, Terence also saw sumthing walking within the trees. He thot it was nothing & just kept himself quiet until we safely arrived to our base. According to Dat, the meat eater was almost 7-foot long. Gosh, feels like escaping from a death row...fuh! Our biggest gratitude to Allah taala for saving us. ALHAMDULILLAH.

its march again...

hectic & annoyed are the meanings of march for me. simply because its audit time....again. how do i escape from this freaking process over & over again. letih la wei... we're getting audited thru out the year, u kno!

1) internal auditors (24/5)
2) external auditors (at least 3 months to cover pre, current & post audits)
3) bank negara auditors (aku rase macam dah 1/2 tahun dorang stationed kat ofis tu...adoi!)
4) syariah auditors (nasib ni yang paling sekejap)
5) ISO observer (hehe...ni bagus. dulu tiap2 hari aku tengok muke korang. now no more rr? good!)

im totally OK for u to pick any sample dat u want, any document that u need, interview us on anything that u wanna kno but really NOT OK when i have to do the dirty dive jobs to find all the sources. crap..crap..crap...