doc......kasi mc 10 hari can rr???

It’s already half past one. A.M.! I cudnt sleep. So I thought I shud write sumthing, mane tau untung-untung tertido ke mase tgh type ni kan…huhu. Dah la kuku ni tgh panjang, susah giler nak type. Sket sket salah, pastu backspace, pastu salah lagi, pastu retype lagi... iisssyy…irritated nyer… k, lupekan hal kuku ku..

Lately, I can say my health is deteriorating. Im not trying to be proud of my health or anything but I was a person who would not easily fall sick. However rite now, my coughing is going wild. Sampai dah tahap malas nak tutup mulut bile batuk. air liur nak bersepah, bersepah la. aku dah tak larat. Kalau berjangkit kat orang lain, kira halal je la yer… Dah la ade extra pressure on the stomache everytime coughing. Bkn setakat muscle kat pinggang jer sakit, belakang pun terasa. Dah tak tahan sgt batuk tak nak berenti, I took copastin coz I want to avoid feeling sleepy after taking the coughing med. Furthermore I just hate liquid-form meds. Masalahnyer, dah habis pun pills tu, batuk makin teruk pulak. Haaiii…so yesterday I bought ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak. Yuck…tak sedap! Dgn harapan hilang la gatal yg menggiler kat kerongkongku ini. Pun tak hilang jugak, makin kuat batuk jadiknyer. Beli pulak hacks hitam & cough-relief strepsil kaler purple…peh! Pedas! Dah la kedai tu tak jual packet kecik. Kena la beli packet besar. Dugaan…… Nak gi ofis plak, aku akan bawak bekal madu perah dengan lemon + air teh o. Pun tak nak hilang. Malam bonda aku suruh letak kapur campur lemon sapu kat area leher. Hhmm..result same gak. Last resort, gi clinic. Dpt la mucoprom syrup, charcoal pill & cetirizine. Aku bley pulak luper nak mintak difflam. Mase tu dah penat kot..hhmm..wutevr. Rase mcm nak beli penggarok bdn tu, garu kat kerongkong ni. Teramatlah gatalnyer macam ade cacing kerawit tengah syok buat break dance dalam throat aku nih.. Tonsil tak payah citer, enlarging from its normal size & perit mcm ada luka. Aku kalau part kena tonsil ni mmg la tension habeh. coz I will force my throat to swallow any foods coz when I do that, the soreness will somehow being unfelt. Tu yang badan pun boleh naik. Org lain demam/sakit jadi kurus, aku terbalik plak…kureng tul..

Being added to my misery, last week I had a bad dizziness sensation, hallunisation, mual, muntah & yang sewaktu dengannya. That was the second time I had similar symptoms within a period of 2 months plus. Mase first time kena mcm ni, I thot my blood pressure was low. But when the doc had me checked, both of my blood pressure & pulse were good. Then I knew that im having Vertigo. Ive heard this term before, but no idea what the hell it was & too lazy to ask anyway. Bile diri sendiri kena, baru la mcm oooooohhh ini ker rasenyer ade vertigo. Iissyy..tak best sungguh. Hari yang kena ni, I vomitted like a pathetic bulimic/aneroxic people. Infact I lost count of how many times I threw up. Seksa wei! Tengah-tengah muntah tu, aku terfikir - ape la ke bangang bebenor budak-budak yang skinny-obsessed nih sibuk muntahkn makanan balik. Satu, tak ke haru kalau asyik nak uwek uwek jer…. Dua, buat habis duit ko beli makanan..baik bagi orang miskin. Tiga, kalau dah tak nak makan tu, puasa je la. dah dapat 2 pahala kat situ…

Kat ofis plak , busy x hengat… aku nak pikir pasal month-end closing la, brcp testing la, attending meetings with new vendors for accounting systems purchase la, monthly reports la, pastu kena cover plak keje orang lain…haaiii…feels like “seperti lenyek ditimpa bulldozer”.

Aku rase semua ni jadi pun pasal salah sendiri jugak. Taking good health for granted. Masuk hari ni, dah 3 orang kate aku jadi macam ni pasal not having enuff sleep – doctor, boss & bonda. Which what they were saying was true. Macam sekarang ni ha, tengah buat aper ni??? Ha????

Dalam minggu ni jugak, si Ima buat lawak yang tak kelakar langsung.... kau ingat cute sangat la buat muke innocent depan mak itam kau mcm tuh..?? jap..jap..aku nak bayangkan muke kau..a’ah la, cute cute...

Sebaik sahaja punat mungil PDA ku yang dicipta oleh sebuah syarikat berasal dari korea selatan di mana kini ia telah berjaya menawani pasaran asia tenggara di dalam bidang telekomukasi; ditekan setelah menjawab panggilan kecemasanmu itu, ku terasa seperti ada satu kuasa yang tidak lain tidak bukan, tetapi sengaja untuk menguji kegeniusan aku yang sememangnya tidak dapat disangkal lagi kesahihan & ketulenannya. Perasaan ku terasa makin tercabar. Hatiku bagai disiat-siat. Degupan jantungku semakin berdegup laju. Secara ironi, aku dapat merasakan sekiranya ketidaksungguhanku dalam mencetuskan penyelesaian hakiki lagi suci, serba sedikit tidak dapat memberi ruang kepadamu untuk menyahkan perasaan dalaman yang semakin hari semakin kuat diruntun ragu. Sementelah itu, tekad ku terus utuh walaupun hanya sekadar menyumbang cebisan idea yang terlalu dhaif ini tentang informasi/tip yang mungkin dapat memainkan peranan penting dalam usaha untuk menjana propaganda halusmu daripada menjadi kabur seolah-olah fatamorgana dipadang pasir dek kerana KAU TAK NAK MENGAKU KAU YANG BAWAK BALIK VOUCHERS TESCO TUH!!!! & dun tell me u have not return it yet..?

I think im done for tonite as I dun even know what im writing about anymore…

new layout baby!

Holla!

Sorry baru dapat nak display blog nih... bukan aper, contractor indon tu slow sangat wat kejer renovation... padahal payment dah bayar full kat tauke dia. ape ntah name company ni..eermm..jap..alamak time2 ni plak memori aku buat hal..isshhh...ape ek...aaaa!!! dah.. dah ingat dah..name contruction company tuh - streamyx!! next time, tobat aku tak nak buat business dengan diaorg ni lagi. blacklisted!

well, ni dah siap, ape lagi, BE MY GUESTS.. ;D

OBAMA WON!!!

"America can change. Yes we can! This victory is for you. America, we have came so far. Yet we still have a long journey ahead that lies with great challenges. With the financial crisis that we are facing now. I know the government cant meet everything but I WILL LISTEN TO YOU. I WILL LISTEN TO YOU ESPECIALLY WHEN WE ARE IN DISAGREE".

he quoted as saying this in his victory speech right after he was officially announced as the President-elect of america. fuhhh, goosebump dengar dia cakap the whole speech tuh. emotional & spritized giler... hope once he's in charged of the white house in Jan'09, time to walk the talks.

18SGPLSX - Restricted to female readers only!

To GUYS, u may not want to read this + I dun need your comment please. Its between girls & im dead serious.


What’s up with the profile-non-stop-viewing, adding, commenting, messaging and as if those things aren’t enuff yet, updating pixies on purpose with 1 objective - trying to make me mad or jealous..??! excusez-moi?? U really think I care? Im very much beyond that OK! Grow up woman! Im sorry but u actually got the wrong person. I don’t give a damn about u or anything that relates to u and please do the same with me. Have u ever heard of a word respect before? Does word privacy ever exist in your dictionary??

U really thought that I have all the time in this world to think about your stuff when I have loads of reportings piling up on my desk, zillions of other major things & problems in my head??? Huh???? Don’t u have anything more serious to do than what u are doing now? Gosh! This is ridiculous. And u expected me to reply? Are u kidding me? I dun even know u! Are u out of your freaking mind? My God, what is wrong with people nowadays lar??? aiiyyoo!!

Why must u try so hard pretending to befriend with the person when u knew it would be the hardest thing to do? Common, stop bullshitting everybody else and importantly yourself for the reason that it certainly brings zero benefit to u.

Are u some kind of intimidated of me or what? What would u get in return if u are so ga-ga over your partner's ex? Would that makes your partner loves u more? And u think u have the advantage before him as u knew every single detail (from up to toe) about his exes?

Lemme tell u something la ok, all of these psychopath behaviours simply show how unsecured & immatured u are! So stop touching and holding on at your partner’s past!

I certainly perplexed with the state of mind of people who are actually busying themselves getting updates of their boyfriend’s exes. Fine if you know where to stop your walking at, but interfering that someone’s life is what people call as an act of a STOOOPID ASSHOLE.

My conclusion of all these are none other than time wasting, non-accomplished motive, soiled intention, exposing self-stupidity and pretty much a nuisance.

sekarang ni susah betul nak pikir part title nih...

alamak...baru nak start browsing my head what to write.. sakit perut plak.. adei! asal cam senak ni? masuk angin ke? no gastritis. anyway, ive eaten wut...???? adoi.... errgghh.. ala, baru tengah cam tibe tibe happy nak post sumthing sambil layan lagu Afgan nih (young & talented indon artist.. go & find what he has to offer @ youtube. ces, sempat promote tuh..doink!). ni dah blur balik plak. sakit la wei..... kenapa ni perut? jangan la macam ni sayang oi!

jap, saper mamat 8tv quickie nih? mengada-ngadanyer cakap omputeh! slang cam haram. booket jhalell (bukit jalil). akennaaa, geli tul. kalau pompunan tak per la..sebab pompuan memang mengada (im not exaggerating but its a straight fact, rite? tak nak ngaku sudah....). setakat nak buat british accent, aku leh buat. in fact anak tauke kedai Sin Yoon Seng kat rumah aku ni pun boleh buat.

eessyy dah la.. .sakit giler pulak ni... better go. u.......help me pleassshhh. damn! text la cepat!